Mr Write, or should I just call you Mister right now? open up that WIP and punch out some letters. it's not going to get easier if you wait for the push to do it. I mean obviously you want to, there's some sort of calling to it, or you wouldn't be on this thread, right?
Sorry about whatever it is that has thrown you from your writing.
Sometimes life has a major way of interfering and sucking out all joy, including motivation to write. I was there just before joining AW about a year ago. BUT I was miserable because I wasn't writing. Sounds like you are too.
maybe just don't put any pressure on yourself...just open it up and see what happens...you might be surprised.