Well said. As with many things, the philosophy is only part of it. Then you have to deal with the actual people, lol.
Having recently lost my father to cirrhosis, I just know I'd so much rather if he had hung out at the meetings rather than the bars.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
That's actually why I put in the part about the diets. It's about dying or not dying for some people, that can't be denied. But for a lot of people, that death sentence is blanket-issued. Got a DUI? Well, eventually you'll die of cirrhosis, probably in a jail cell.
These fears are not a substitute for logical questions like, what do I want from my life? How are alcohol/drugs helping me, or not helping me? Is it possible that I can moderate? What do I need? What do I want?
I think there is a different way of thinking, besides fearing one's own death--which doesn't seem to work with young people, and doesn't seem to matter to depressed people.
It seems to "take what it takes," to borrow an AA phrase.
But I don't mean take what it takes to get a person to AA. I mean it takes what it takes to quit.
I attended AA, though my addictions were to various drugs. I was in and out for about a decade, once getting over two years together.
My last stint there, I decided to stop attending with a year under my belt. People were worried about me, people issued dire warnings, and some people basically wrote me off as doomed to relapse again.
I didn’t. This time when I left, it wasn’t to use. I didn’t want to use, but by the same token, I didn’t really want to talk about it anymore. I just needed to get on with my life. Being an introvert, the meetings were a chore for me, though I’d continued to attend because I was told if I didn’t, I was at risk of relapsing.
Then it occurred to me that I had some semblance of control over my own thoughts and actions. If I didn’t want to use, I wouldn’t. This is contrary to the AA position—constant vigilance is required against a cunning, baffling and powerful addiction.
But I knew that I didn’t want to use. I still know it. It doesn’t even take willpower. It’s simply fact now. It’s even been tested, at the dentist’s office, with a molar extraction and opiates up for grabs. And that wasn’t even a big deal. It was more like, “No, best not.”
(Full disclosure: I do drink wine. If you tried to take it from me, I might have to hurt you.
This would be unacceptable behavior for an AA member, obviously, or an NA member, because for NA members, alcohol is a drug from which they must also abstain. Some people have said I’ve just “switched addictions.” I won’t argue that here, but only say that I’m very happy with my life and my accomplishments, and I feel that I have achieved a pleasant, non-life-threatening balance. Moderation was option for me.)
All that said, again, I don’t begrudge my time in AA or the people (anymore—I used to be a bit of shit about it) because it gave me something relatively safe to do while I was getting to my own realization.
It takes what it takes.
As far as what the courts are doing, my opinion, which I realize is very fringe: first of all, a large number of these people shouldn’t even be in front of a judge. We need to decriminalize drug possession and use, and instead offer treatment, free of charge. Offer, not mandate.
If a crime has been committed against another person (as with DUI or child abuse), AA or any other treatment should, again, be offered free of charge. Offered, not mandated. Regular charges for crimes should apply. I'm sympathetic to the idea of treatment as an option to sentencing (keeping in mind that in my world possession or use in itself is not a crime), but I still don’t like the idea of treatment as a sentence. Treatment should be an uncoerced choice.
And the most important thing, while we’re offering: offer assistance in other crucial areas. When I was ready to quit, I had the ability to pick up the pieces and make a good life out of them. I believe this both shortened and lightened my ordeal considerably. Many people don’t have that. Many people’s lives completely suck. There is abuse, there is poverty, there is boredom, there is depression, and/or there is a general sense of hopelessness or purposelessness in their actual lives. These issues are what I’d focus on. In my experience, most reasonably happy people with stable lives don’t want to get drunk and high. (Most, not all.) See
Rat Park.
I apologize for the obnoxiously long post. tl;dr I don't blame you.