If your publisher sends you on a book tour you are going to have a few Ace Hardware moments. I've seen signings where not one person has turned up. I've seen signings where the author has sat at her table for two hours and no one has even spoken to her, let alone bought her book. It's brutal, and if I were offered a signing I'd think very carefully before agreeing to it.
Oh, this I fully expect to happen. Especially at the start; the lonely writer sitting at a card table as people pass by and wonder who this nobody is. It's going to happen. But that's more than okay with me. I'd still do it because it's not an ego thing for me. I'm not trying to prove anything and I'm not delicate, thin skinned or easily bruised. Sure, I'd like to talk to people and sell books but whatever happens, it's part of the experience and THAT'S what I'm after.
Have you ever watched the TV show Big Brother? I have. Boy, those folks get mean and vicious, don't they? That show is not about who you are as a person but how well you can deceive, backstab and manipulate others. Those are traits I despise in folks. But I'd go on that show in a heartbeat just for the experience! I don't care that I wouldn't win, I'd just want to stay in the house as long as possible to experience it.
I mean that I don't want to be sat in an
actual Ace Hardware store in desperation for promotion. That would actually embarrass me to no end! I don't know if people have actually done that but I've watched films where writers have tried to promote their books in very unusual places out of desperation.
When I
am ready for a proper book tour, I want to keep it relevant, professionally managed but fun and personable. Forgive me if I speak as though it's a sure thing to happen. I don't mean to come across prideful or egotistical. I just really believe that I
can do this. My life has been filled with adventures around the world and, whenever I've set my mind to something, I've accomplished it most of the time. It doesn't do to keep negative thoughts and self doubt actively running through your head all the time. Given what I've been through, I'm just determined to have fun and allow myself to dream and go for it!