Ok, this goes to everyone...
I have tried to get my ideas across and everything I wanted to say as clearly as possible. I am not a bad person, and I don't like making people mad on purpose, on the contrary, it horrifies me to make someone mad. I don't intend to annoy anyone. The fact that someone here was saying, along those lines, that I didn't deserve it for you to be nice to me just because my posts in this thread didn't make sense and I am a troll... well, I beg to differ because to my understanding, I have not purposely offended anyone here, and if I have done it unintentionally, I'm sorry. The day that I come to these boards and I am not able to log in because I've been banned, then I will know that I am trolling and that I am doing bad things. So far, I haven't received PM's from moderators telling me that I am doing something wrong, that I am breaking the rules and I'm out of control, and so far I've been able to log in without a problem, so I assume that I am not doing anything wrong. The treatment that I have received from that person in particular, the one that said that I am a troll, and the treatment that I have received from KTC makes me think twice about writing on these message boards because those people really hate me, or simply don't like me, and I don't want to be on a place in the Internet where I am not wanted. If I ever fail to understand what someone's trying to say, I would ask them to explain to me what they're saying. I wouldn't call that person a troll or imply that I am purposely causing trouble. I came here to express a concern, to ask for help, to ask for advice, but from everything that's happened in this thread today I realize that it was the wrong thing to do.
Once again, I am sorry, and if I am ever unable to come in here again, I will forget about this place, and about what another poster says... Yes, I take every reply to this thread and every bit of advice very seriously, to let you know that I am listening to what you're saying and that you are not wasting your time giving me advice that I am not going to take. If that is wrong, I apologize for it, too. I have been criticized for being dramatic also, but I cannot hide how I feel. It is easier for me and it makes me feel better when I express how I feel, it doesn't matter if I'm angry or sad... I don't know, it's just better than holding it in and not telling anyone about it.
Magali.