Hi Everyone,
This is my first post, although I've been looking at this site for a while now. I've found it super helpful!
Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this:
I finished my first novel about 6 months ago. I took it on as a fun learning experience -- and I did learn a lot -- and it continued to morph in different directions as I was writing it, based on a very loose outline that also continually changed. At 105,000 words for a YA novel, I was certainly okay knowing how much I would need to cut and rewrite later. I put that novel aside and started and finished a second in the meantime. The second one was a much different experience. While it meanders as well, there seems to be a more cohesive plot and stronger characters. (At least, I hope. That one is sitting for a while right now.)
Still, during the last few months, the first one would come to mind, and I think the distance really helped. In my mind I have narrowed in on the story I was trying to tell, which I think came together somewhat during the last 1/3 of the novel. (It took me an awfully long time to get there.) But I am so incredibly overwhelmed with the 105,000 words in front of me that I could scream. There are so many scenes that obviously don't fit I'm about to start chopping like crazy, even if it means I might miss a little treasure here and there.
I don't know if I should just toss the whole thing, and I know that it's ultimately my decision. But I'm wondering if anyone else's rough drafts look this way. Because I keep reading about "shitty" first drafts, but I think this might be beyond that.
Thanks!
Anne
This is my first post, although I've been looking at this site for a while now. I've found it super helpful!
Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this:
I finished my first novel about 6 months ago. I took it on as a fun learning experience -- and I did learn a lot -- and it continued to morph in different directions as I was writing it, based on a very loose outline that also continually changed. At 105,000 words for a YA novel, I was certainly okay knowing how much I would need to cut and rewrite later. I put that novel aside and started and finished a second in the meantime. The second one was a much different experience. While it meanders as well, there seems to be a more cohesive plot and stronger characters. (At least, I hope. That one is sitting for a while right now.)
Still, during the last few months, the first one would come to mind, and I think the distance really helped. In my mind I have narrowed in on the story I was trying to tell, which I think came together somewhat during the last 1/3 of the novel. (It took me an awfully long time to get there.) But I am so incredibly overwhelmed with the 105,000 words in front of me that I could scream. There are so many scenes that obviously don't fit I'm about to start chopping like crazy, even if it means I might miss a little treasure here and there.
I don't know if I should just toss the whole thing, and I know that it's ultimately my decision. But I'm wondering if anyone else's rough drafts look this way. Because I keep reading about "shitty" first drafts, but I think this might be beyond that.
Thanks!
Anne