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The *one* thing that still gets me seems to be solar activity of all things. I'd been wondering why I'd been in a funk the past week until I looked up spaceweather.com, NASA soho, etc. This isn't something I recently discovered, rather it's something I've followed off and on for a few years now. It sounds weird, but someone who studied it did find a correlation: http://www.newscientist.com/article...gnetic-field-cause-suicides.html#.VAnPwPldXEo
I have a friend who insists that CME (coronal mass ejections) from the sun influence her mood and put her in a really strange state. I'll admit to pursing my lips skeptically about it, since anecdote often fails to be borne out on a larger scale, but there are things in the world we still don't understand. The brain is still mysterious in many ways.
Depression is a real shitty thing. I've had episodes too, and it kills my motivation to do anything I don't absolutely have to. Like you, I'm lucky that it's never pushed me down as far as it does some people. I get the kind where I sleep and eat more and just don't have a lot of fun doing things that should be fun. And I doubt and second guess myself, think everything I do is garbage, and think everyone must hate me because I'm such an awful person
I've always managed to function. But it took a toll on my grades and my friendships back in college, and nearly made me lose my focus in grad school (meds and therapy helped there). I haven't had a serious episode in recent years, but I know I'd have trouble keeping up with my writing if one comes.
I hope my tanks have enough in them to deal with the deluge of rejections I'm likely to be getting soon. This thick skin thing is something I've never been good at.
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